Feeling like crap

...So I blog

I am now in a very weird position now
where one of my friend who supposed to be my good friend make me feel avoidance, I really don't know if I am the one being sensitive or it is really happening
anyway
I learned not to care so much......which i still do
shit.....

on the other hand
everyone keep posting stuff about going oversea or getting how many offer letters really make me depress man......
for me......too much ok
just apply for 2 or 3 but not all in the list ok.....you took other place where you are not even sure that you want to go
As I said I don't really want to go oversea....financial and physical really make me worry whether I can survive or not
but my parent is so exciting about it
haiz

and
my bf
fight in valentine day was.........weird
the reason I used weird is because.....too many mixed feeling and i really can't find the right word to describe
of course this time actually much better
We started to laugh and everything just fine after the laugh
last time
we will never laugh
so......improvement
but not enough.......
sometime when I look back to the love letter or even his blog and compared to the now him
I really wonder if I am dating the same person
how could a person who used to be so deeply in love with me could just.....screw me up
I don't know
I guess we all got some issues
it just that different timing I guess

You see
when same problem appeared and I can't even predict what we will do and say
I really don't know how much I can do......
it like
looking at the road that you can't see the end....
I keep wondering when this no ending road will end
of course I hope it end in good way
but when he could easily want to break up just make me......feel bad
I guess that's what he felt last time.

too many people give the same advice
the truth is I don't even know what am I doing or what am I hoping....miracle I guess

right now
I am emo........damn emo
more like I been emo for the past few one week

ok......I don't even know what I am writing now but.....who cares
this is my blog
and no one read it.....
so dear.....stop telling you don't know how to change, you will if you want to
so stop doing this to me because I love you and I still believe that you love.....

ok
off now.......

happy valentine day dear


without wax
chloe

Tian Gong

Praying for Tian Gong for hokkien is the biggest event of the year
according to my dad,it's even more important than first day of cny

Of course nowadays Tian Gong is no longer only for hokkien but anyone
and all the time,praying starts after 12am, which mean can't sleep early

well
that common for me
haha

today is the day.....
Where few days of the year my mom wouldn't not complain when we sleep late
haha.....

My sister is going back to Johor tomorrow
so it will few months time for me to meet her again
gonna miss her
and she gonna miss the bed and food over here

school starts for my bro
of course no different for as my class started last Wednesday

Whereas for my another sister
quite dangerous
SPM result coming out soon
good luck to her man

really quite late.....got to sleep
good night dear
love you
muackz

without wax
chloe

Exam result

Finally I got my result
and
21st of January 2008 start to become the most Terrible day in my life
I'm little happy when I saw my Biology not so bad and meeting friends is nice too
but when I look at the other two
feel like want to die

You know what bad I feel
Start to think what my mon gonna to do with me if she saw this kind of result
and the result show that I'm right
I mom wasn't so happy with it
and
my dad
I think he actually disappointed but he refuse to show it so that my feeling whouldn't be worst
Thank dad

but
althought my result not so good
I can still get into what I want to study
so...............
is time for me to do registration


Here is the problem
how I go
I don't even how to reach there by car or public transport

AND
I did call to ask what should I bring
But
I forgot to ask about the registration fee problem..........

what a damn!!!!!


The most serious is
my best friend say that she don't think I'm suitable to study what I want to study
she say I most suit to marry and stay at home to grow up my kid............
and it really really hurt me

This is not what I want
of course if other people say so I may don't have any reaction
but she is my best
how could she said that to me.............and not giving any suggestion
haiz................


anyway
I decide to clear up my mind and continue what I want to do
so
Please bless me and support me
my heart is really weak..........don't stimulate me anymore

Seminar

It is already half way of my holiday............honestly I don't really done something
except for sleep, eat, play, going out,and some seminar and camp to join



I just got back from a financial seminar
well ,it more like a combination of camp and seminar
It actually quite fun
and
I did learned something in the seminar
and also knew some new friends.......
Also
won the game by being the top 8 of earning most money........
haha...................thank to my group member........if not we wouldn't not win...............
thank you Benjamin,victor and Fai.............and also thank myself
hehe................

The seminar speechmaker is Micheal.....
don't ask me about his full name....don't remember about that

Micheal actually the main speechmaker
there is also other speechmaker:- Uncle Edward,brandon(not sure if I spell his name correctly)
Uncle kenny hold the position as banker and another one hold the position as the stock market employee.........

both of that is for our game

Here is how our game work
At first they will give each person 3,000 cash and a credit card.........of course not real one
you can choose to save it into bank or keep it yourself
you can use credit card too.......it will charge you 10 or 5 % of interest......
each time before or after rest you will have chance to draw life card
you may have to paid or get paid by other...............

After that..........they will separate everyone into 6 group
2 group 4 persons and 4 group 3 persons
each group going to form a company and create a capital account for stock market
you can only invest the stock market by using your capital account
which mean you can't use your own account
you can also invest other company if other company allow you to........

Each group will also need to do a propasal and present to the stranger
The stranger will give ranking about your proposal and also your presentation
the highest group will win a present........
they didn't tell us at first but we know it at the end,is a MP3

End of the seminar
they will calculate the total amount of your account
and the top 8 person will become the winner and form a team to take part in 7-9th march 2008 competition............

Through this seminar
I learned about Real estate and also Stock market
of course
about Futures and Option too............
knowing that real estate and stock market can never be your part time work
You have to put all your time in there if you want to earn money
of course
if you are success
you may not need to work anymore..........
Maybe...................

Farewell&car accident

Finally
exam is end
A-level courses is finish
I'm not TARC student anymore,althought my student card show that expired at dec
and the most important thing is
we may not and hardly to meet each other again........




SO
the day after exam
we have small little farewell in Sunway pyramid,22th of november 2007
here is the schedule
watch movie-hitman
then skating
dinner at the buffet steambot
and clubbing at maison




Unfortunately
I didn't keep to the plan
I'm not clubbing kaki......I don't even like clubbing....only sometime
and I didn't go for dinner too
cause
I had a car accident yesterday............how bad luck am I
damn it!!!!

before that
I took some pic in sunway pyramid
is a decoration for christmas and also a pic with my friend,ai vee








have a look with that






me and ai vee

The christmas tree & unknown tree

A cute pillar-box with two cute snowman guard

The decoration of christmas at new wing



Now
back to car accident
this happened when I going back home from sunway
when My car from Jln lagoon perdana to Jln Kemajuan,get bang by a naza sutera
what the hell!!!!!
I don't know the name when the accident happened,I knew it when I went to the police station and write the report



After the first car accident happened,we(me,jian wei,zk) try to drive the car to left of the road so that the car didn't block the traffic
but that naza just straight drive to bang my car to block the way
damn it!!!!!!!damn damn damn damn damn damn!!!!!!
really shit..........



Lastly
we both went to police station and report
but between that
we waste a lot of time on writing report and waiting my dad to be here
so
ZK start to speak 福建,which is the language that he is not good in
Jian Wei and me is kind of good in that....compare to him
Not that he don't know
but he always has the wrong tone,make the word sound weird and funny
while we making fun with Zk weird tone 福建,my dad and my sis is here

The good thing is
my sis help me to done the report
the bad thing is
the police think that is our fault!!!!!!

this is so clear that is that malay fault
if she didn't cross the link,the accident will never happened!!!!!!

We try to fight for that
but
can't change the truth
and it make me feel super damn angry!!!!!
this is so exasperating!!!!!!!!
what kind of super rulesdo
what kind of police


He somemore use the law to terrify us........just because he think we know nothing about law!!!!
how dare he.............

if I face this kind of situation for more
I really going to give up my psychology and change to study Law..........
at least when I have accident and the people that I know got accident
I can help......... and for sure I will do the same to the police like what he did to us!!!!!

Lastly
want to say sorry to Jian wei and Zk
wasted your time and make your guy be home at 2 something
really sorry for that

Virus problem from MSN

Recently
A BIG BIG trouble show up
is about MSN and virus

here is what happened
that day
as usual sign in msn messenger
and saw one of my friend send a file to me
because she sometime will send some pic file to me
so i just accept
after finish sending only I realise is a virus
why I say so?

Because
It immediately and automatically send to my friend list
and after that
all the window that show that I send the file will be invisible
so I got no chance to stop
the only thing I can do is just sign out my msn messenger

BUT
story haven't end
before you success sign out
you got to off a lot of window that ask you whether sure to sign out,because once you sign out,all the window will be off
how many friends of you online
how many window you need to off
damn troublesome

NOt Only that
the file sending will not only occur once
It will try over and over again
try to send to your friend list

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!
can someone save me from that????
I getting crazy because of that

OR I should reformal my laptop???

Anyone got any suggestion???
I hate it!!!!!

car break dowm

Today
I really bad in luck


early of the morning wake up
gastrick pain.........
at first is damn pain
feel better after awhile
so still
going to school as usual

Second bad thing,never happened in my life ,this is the first time

while going back home
car totally break down
engine totally off on the brae
somemore the break for the leg is not function!!!!
this is more irritative than roller coaster!!!!!almost got heart attack
luckily I immediately on the handbreak
if not.........................
car break down update to car accident

after I off my car for awhile
and try to start it again
it success this time
I really feel like thank you god for saving me

BUT
after awhile
it break down again!!!!!!!!!!
this happened another time when I success start my car



third time
It really stop in the middle of road
no matter how many time I try
It still not working
now I start to think that god is really...................suck!!!!!
give me hope then grab it away

now what I should do is call someone for help

First
call my dad...........he seen busy
cause didn't answer my call



Second
call my cousin
fortunately he is free
he going to come right now



Good
now I only need to wait for his coming
and fix my car problem
while I waiting
SMS
unfortunately
the person I wish the most is not contact to me
kind of disappoint...........


after all problem settle
my cousin sending me home
and now I'm
at home online
writing blog


wish my car not a big problem
if not
transport will be a big problem for me
If I still refuse to take my vios


if really big problem
then your guy will se drive vios to school monday
haha..........

My mummy brithday&school stuff

Today
is a very important day
My mom birthday
40 something years ago
she came to this world..........and grow up into a lady
married with my dad
next
I,all my sis and bro show up to the world
Sure important la...........


Just want to wish my mom happy birthday........
all the wishes come true and always healthy

And
I love you mom

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

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Study in school go library today
with Jian Wei,Jensen,and Yiyin

not only today
there is lot of days that I study in library with Jensen and Jian Wei
Yiyin not so often...................cause he is lazy

there is always something funny happened between our study time
seriously say
we actually spend almost half of the time to talk
haha................
got to depend what subject we study and how is the environment
and most important thing is
who is there!!!!!!

If Yiyin and Jian wei are there
then I sure kena bully de
or Jian wei kena bully by me and Yi yin.............but usually I kena bully more

If only me,Jensen and Jian wei
then Jensen will bully me
or me and Jensen bully jian wei
or Jian wei and me bully Jensen

but if Yiyin is there
situation will be more funny
as i told
he.............is a annoying and funny guy


here is some funny thing that happened today
got to write in chinese,then only your guy can understand


Example 1

we are studying math today.......cause tomorrow got math test
while we are doing math question

Jensen suddenly say:很難啊

then Yiyin ask:哪一題？

Jensen answered:等下先，給我想先

Yiyin say:到底是哪一題？快點講啦，我又沒有叫你不要想

Jensen and me blur for a while
after i got what he mean...............I start laughing and can't stop

it may not be funny when you read this
but it's very funny when I first heard it
don't believe......try yourself next time..........
next time your friend answer you in that way.......you answer the same ask Yiyin did



Example 2

Jian wei and Yiyin just making fun on me
then I'm so 不爽........so i just grab the tissue pack
and throw to them..............Jian wei so good guy,pass the tissue pack to me again
so I throw again.......for few times
suddenly Yiyin hold Jian wei water bottle.....and has the pose like moundsman holding a baseball
and also say some words
saying want to beat the tissue pack and run.............then he will win the game
he somemore say want to beat it then let the person sit behind get the tissue pack with his mouth...........


From this,everyone can see that
Yiyin is crazy de

Jian wei and me just keep laugh out loud......althought in the library
and everyone look at us..........
so ashamed are we that time
haiz................


Now start to think bringing sound record pen to school
so that can record everything we say
there is no longer time for us to spend together,wish to keep all the memories we create........each word,every sentence,and the laugh

chemistry practical and friends

Finally
last test of this week is finish~chemistry practical
bad thing is
I couldn't finish the question
the last experiment not yet done
I just start to do it when they announce time's up
and also making mistake on graph
so
I'm losing 11 marks for sure
haiz..................


ALSO
I made someone angry yesterday
and he is still angry today
feel bad about that
never thought it will be so serious.......until he is mad
hope he is ok after few days
don't want to loss a friend because of small matter

working and piano test

start from today.......
my working time will switch from everyday evening to Saturday and Sunday
mean that I got no rest time already
haiz..........

The biggest reason change the time is because
exam start from next week.............
plus
life is full of stress recent
I really need a break
unfortunately I can't
exam is near,can't stop my job
got to wait until exam finish,which is 21th of November then only can have break

Seen I can't have a break
so try to make my day not so busy
but my weekend....................haiz

now try to put all the teaching time in Saturday,but couldn't
but still manage put most of it in Saturday
so that Sunday I only need to work for 2 hours something
luck for me
haha.........

just finish Trinity Guildhall's ATCL exam this year,and get 82 for it,which is merit
not bad right.............I work very hard for it
and I going to take my LTCL(Licentiate)
ATCL is already damn stress for me
really can't image how gonna to survive in LTCL
plus
still gonna to take FTCL(Fellowship)
if I pass LTCL

GOD.................how agony is it

If can
I hope taking ABRSM exam for LTCL
they called it in difference name:
LRSM (Licentiate of the Royal Schools of Music) &
FRSM (Fellowship of the Royal Schools of Music)
but not sure can take my ATCL to apply it
cause is two difference music school


my friend really surprise with the evaluational of my piano grade
haha...............

I start learning when I'm a little kid
but stop in the medium of it,and start learning when I'm ......can't remember it
when I'm form 4,I'm just taking my grade 5
and jumping grade to grade 8 when I'm form 5
and here I am
finish my ATCL exam.......with merit,haha
you wouldn't never understand how hard I work when I taking grade 8
just to chase with time.....cause I wasting too much time

And I'm really proud to myself for making it
haha...................
proof that I can do it if I want to


After all
let my explain what is ATCL ,LTCL and FTCL is
three of it is actually a diploma exam of music


Associate (ATCL)
The standard of performance is equivalent to the performance component of the first year in a full-time undergraduate course at a conservatoire or other higher education establishment.

Licentiate (LTCL and LGSMD)
The standard of performance is equivalent to the performance component on completion of a full-time undergraduate course at a conservatoire or other higher education establishment.

Fellowship (FTCL)
The standard of performance is equivalent to the performance component on completion of a full-time post-graduate course at a conservatoire or other higher education establishment.

copy from trinity college website

Basically after you finish your grade 8 exam
there is some of the music institute will hire you to be a teahcer
but ATCL certificate will be better for it
when you got your ATCL
your salary will increase 5%
as well as LTCL and FTCL.............i think

lot of my friend stop after their ATCL
some even give up their ATCL exam
show that it really tough
LTCL and FTCL
like hell!!!!!!!!

I'm the only unlucky one
need to go through all of it
HAIZ.................

3/10/07

just come back from pasar malam
with my grandmom ,sis and bro

and of course
I search for my lovely 豆腐花
I try some of the store
but yet there is still some I haven't try
so
try it now
haha..........................

fortunately
I found a store that sell 湯圓
and also 豆腐花
I don't really like the 湯圓
and their豆腐花really nice
haha.....................

finally I found what I want
big succeed

of course
beside 豆腐花
I also bought some thing else
here is it



豆腐花&湯圓 that I mention just now


I'm going to put it into my mouth..........haha




炒果條 that I bought in pasar malam

and I also get a little scrape on my finger
cause 'rob' thing from my grandmom hand
haha....................

the little scrape that I get it when rob grandmom thing..........haha

this is the 補品 that my mom want us to finish..................smell disgusting

chocolate

Yesterday
my parent come back from somewhere..............
when they reach airport
the call back and ask what to buy
what else they can buy in airport
prada or burberry?
of course chocolate lo

so I tell my dad to buy Toblerone black chocolate
before they reach home
I already fall asleep
yesterday is a tired day

today morning
when I wake up,the first thing I do is check what my dad bought
he did buy Toblerone chocolate and Ferrero rocher and some alcohol chocolate
but none of one are what I want
he didn't buy black chocolate
haiz.............................

never mind
at least there is still chocolate
I love chocolate...............except for alcohol chocolate,i don't really like white chocolate too


dad
why are you bought that big size of toblerone chocolate?!!!!!
I can't even finish one one case once
you must be kidding me....................


BUt still
thank you dad
for bought chocolate for us
I really like it
love you dad

type of chocolate that my dad bought........I didn't take for alcohol chocolate...........cause too much

3 difference size of toblerone chocolate,vertical way

3 difference size of toblerone chocolate,horizontal way

small pack of it..................forgot what name is the brand

Ferrero Rocher

one ferrero rocher out of all

Lost and Found

yesterday
as usual
I went to library study and stay for whole day
and borrow some books



after all
I drive to home................and never realise missing something

after i finish shower
and thinking of sms
then only I realise my phone is not here
not in the house
no inside my bag
not inside my pocket
I try to call and see
the phone is ringing but no one answering
so it should be good new
i mean
if the phone is stole by people
it will no ringing anymore



SO

I immediately drive back to school and hope and reach library before the library close


this is the first time I speed for that fast
140~150 km/h i think
usually need half hour to reach school
that time i only us 10 minute
your guy sure can imagine how fast is it.......................



it still too late
when I reach there
the library already close
I try to ask the security guard
but no one found it



BUT
I still put fully hope
I just feel that I can find my phone
so
the only thing i got to do
is wait
wait until tomorrow morning and be the first get into library


this year mooncake celebration is the longest i had.................
but i still enjoy.........he last my cousin stay,he going back to US tomorrow




Early the morning
after sending my cousin to airport(he is driving actually),and giving a hug to him
I went to the school
and wait outside of the library until the library open
I check the place that stay by yesterday
ask the officer whether someone found it and give to him
check with the guard too..................


All the answer is NO
my lastly hope
student affair department
also no one found it



GAME OVER



until that moment i still yet didn't feel that I phone lost
I just got the feel that it's somewhere around me..........just i couldn't find it

we report to the student affair deparment about my lost
and I start to feel desperate.............start to think that I will never find it
when ZK say go to the car and check again
I just follow him

the only I can say is
he really a smart guy
know where to search

when he said he found money
the first thing in my mind is..............what the money to do with my phone
but when I look to him,he is holding my phone
my phone is just under the front site
I can't believe it's true!!!!!!!!

I just keep shouting................I'm too happy and surprise
if I got cardiopathy...........I sure heart attack


I really glad that I found it...........I got a lot memories in there

THANK YOU ZK

I really appreciate about your help.............

AND........................
the end of the story
happy ending

The first Saman in my life

All the while
I'm very proundly of myself about
I'm super follow law in driving
the sign board show 80
I never faster than that
I alway show signal and have a look before I change link
I alway wear safety belt
I never thought I will have a saman in my life


BUT
I got a saman
this is totally suck
how can I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't believe it.........................
how can this happened...............................
can someone wake me up.....................this must be a dream
It did happened
got to fact it



It happened when I bring mei ling to see doctor
she is sick after we went to have japanese buffet..........maybe not use to the food
and I forget to buy the ticket for parking cause I'm worry about mei ling
you know
we got to buy the ticket for parking



SO
after I come back
there is a saman there
and it clearly show
what is my car number plate
what is the type of car
what is the colour

althought friend say no need to pay
but
I'm a 好公民
so I will still go to pay it
and pay the saman
in 14 days
if not the amount will increase

problem is............................
can someone tell me where to pay
I know is bandaraya selayang
but
where is it???????????????


this is the saman i got

the white place is car plate number and you can see Honda & silver which is my car type and car colour

LASTLY

I hope it is the first and THE LAST saman I have in my life

one is enough for me

Saisaki & black sheep

few day ago
I went to Saisaki with my gang(yiyin,jian wei,jensen and mei ling)
haha........................


before that
let my explain to you what is it
It's a japanese food buffet................
friend say it's a sister shop of Shogun( at 1U)
there also contain chinese and western food
but people go there mostly for japanese food

the sign board of saisaki

appearance of it

It located somewhere around KLCC
building that opposite KL convention center
2nd floor....................I don't remember the name of the building
lunch hour from 12.00~14.30
don't really know about dinner
cause I went for lunch only

Yiyin and I is the fans of japanese food........i think
Jian wei and Jensen ok about that
but mei ling seldom try it
We actually plan to eat it before the trial exam start
but only go for it ofter 2~3 weeks after exam
haiz......................
seen Yiyin and Jian wei going back to hometown next week
so can't postpone it anymore.................

We actually kind of late arrive that
cause couldn't find the place
this is our first time going there
and I actually finish it early
cause kind of full and going to watch movie later

the food there
I'll rated as
6.5 mark
the first shashimi that ate is unfresh
make my appetite not so good
but it's ok for the few that I try later

everyone got one oyster....cheese baked oyster.....I personally don't like it

and of course
tempura is the thing that I will eat everything when I go buffet
and that day I try some new type
ginseng tempura!!!!!!!!!
god
I can't even bite off them to two piece
and the taste is so...................bitter

still
the lunch is fun
I even eat two scoop of ice cream ,corn favour
I made it like a cream then only I startto eat it
Yiyin said it is disgusting....................and he just keep looking other side rather than my side
haha............................

this is how the ice cream look first

this is how the ice cream look like later

pic of food

few types of sushi and shell they have

After finish my lunch
I went to watch a movie
called black sheep

It's a movie about genetic change sheep
everyone know sheep is herbivore
but it that movie
they become flesh-eater
do you know how disgusting seeing sheep eating meat
they even pulled out the intestine of a human and eat it

if human didn't die after the sheep bite him
he will become sheep guy
I'm serious
half sheep half guy
very ugly

I don't think the story ending is good
cause the dog get the infection and no one know about that
but I hope It'll no black sheep 2 showing next time
It really disgusting................
super disgusting

Piano concert & sunway& car acident

Yesterday kind of thick schedule

first
went to Yamaha fair piano concert in KL convention centre
second
went to Sunway with friends for dinner
actually the main point is Derek gonna to intro his girl friend to me
who is derek?
He is my best best best friend
we know each other since kindergarten
plus
he is really handsome and nice guy
haha........................


Me and my friend Chein Ee actually a bit late for the concert
but we still make it at the end
with a tired leg,cause I wearing high-hell shoe
and I'm walking very fast cause we are late
luckily not painful
if not..........................I got to need wheelchair for my next date
haha...............

The performer is Mr Ng Chong Lim
the first impression for me to him is
each of his name represent a sir name of chinese
such a special name

the ticket and a piece of paper that intro him and menu in the back

BUT
he really a very good piano player
I wish can have half of his skill.....................
unfortunately I don't have...............haiz

before I going to the concert
Chien Ee told me that we need to wear more formal for the concert and no jeans
that's why I wear high-heel cause I wearing dress
wearing a sport shoe will be a weird combination
but after I went there
I see a lot of people wearing jean...............some even wearing short pants and mini skirt
somemore you can see kind lie down on the floor

If you don't want to wear too formal
you can just wear a shirt and long pants
but mini skirt kind of too unformal................

The only I can say is
They really don't respect the performer and the environment
and they don't respect themselve................

SO
next time when you entering for any concert
please ask what should you wear before you go and wear what they ask to

After the concert
we went to the piano fair
and the a lot of piano showing
Upright piano,digital piano
grand piano
and
the concert grand piano.......................

of course
we play full of it too............exspecially the concert grand piano
it's sound really nice

stuff inside tha piano that make a paino occur sound

ma and chien ee

after all
I went to Sunway to have dinner with Derek and also
his girl friend Emily

Why sunway?
cause Emily staying Sunway
so...............the location is sunway

Seeing them walking together really pleasing to both the eye and the mind
you know
handsome and pretty girl

It's a enjoyable at first
and until the end
I swear I will never even go out with them alone

They just ignore me for the whole process
don't even ask me where to go
just go and I like a maid following back
it may sound funny now
but believe me
it's not funny at all
I feel terrible about it
plus happened something bad yesterday night
haiz.................................

After dinner
I actually plan to go home and sleep
cause I'm so tired
but they decide go to yan cha without asking my opinion
and
All the way in dinner and yan cha
they just talk themselve
and I like a stranger that sit the same table with them

At the end 1 somehing only I reach home
and get mumbling from mom
saying I should disturb a couple have their date
hey
he ask me out first saying want to intro his gf to me
is that my fault too???

Why everything also my fault????????????????
no one wrong
all my problem !!!!!!!!!!!!
your guys happy?


The worst thing is
I have car accident this morning
althought it just a small accident
but my mood become wors
Like all bad thing happened once

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO???????????
HOW TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM
I REALLY NOT THAT SMART
CAN YOUR GUYS JUST TELL ME!!!!!!

birthday celebration 2007

Yesterday
Saturday, September 08, 2007
My friend and I celebrating my birthday
Late celebration…………………..

Morning 11 am
We went to The Curve sing K
We are
Cindy, Yiyin, Jian wei, Mr. siak, Wai loon and me
Sing K is always my favorite activities, I sang much
But still, not as much as someone

Who is the one said that he don’t sing when I ask him to go
And sang most yesterday
Let me proudly present
Mr. Ooi yiyin

And Jian wei
He told me that his singing not nice, before we went to sing K
But you know what
He lies
His voice really nice definitely can go to join those singing competition

Two of them really口不對心
But I like it
So next time I know who to find when I want to sing K
Haha……………………………….

As usual
Cindy and I very enjoy
Dear do you enjoy???
I hope you are…………………..

And guys………………..
I want to admit something
I actually a bit of mad when the cake is here and I can’t eat my cake
Cause the stupid system never show up the birthday song
But
It just a little while
I feel funny when the 李茂山’s song show up
Haha………………………

Sorry for that, dear
Actually I very 感動
Just when I’m mad, I like to say something 口不對心
Don’t angry ok……………please
And guy
Don’t 不爽also
Sometime just hardly to control my emotion
But
I really, extremely 感動 and enjoy yesterday

Here is some picture about it

From left to right Cindy, Yiyin and Jian wei


My birthday cake

I'm cutting cake......................but can't see my face..........haha

Mr. siak came very late, don’t sing a song
Really busy business man…………..
Sorry for wasting your money for just staying and didn’t enjoy anything
And
Thank you for the red wine, although I didn’t drink much
But it really a special experience for me and the other one
Right guys?
And
thank for make me drunk again,
making part of the memories of the wine drinking part lost
I think except of Jian wei and Mr. siak
Everyone of us have the feel that we are drunk or going to drunk
Haha……………………………


Here is the wine that we drink, taken by Wai loon , really nice pic ,better what I take

Cheer……………….

Yiyin and Jian wei drinking wine

Cindy ,Yiyin and Jian wei…………did your guy realize that they sit the same position as in the redbox????????????no? Check up the pic

the only two red face person among all of us......which is me and Jian wei

me,cindy ,yiyin,jian wei and wai loon.........yiyin look like god in this pic
because of the lamp that back of him.............haha...........


me and wai loon


My birthday present from Cindy………the only present that I remember to take picture before I open………and guy, your guys still own my present le……….haha…………


After we finish wine drinking, we go to eat 龍的傳人 and everyone going back after the meal

And me
Still go another date to go

go with my dear

at Sunway Pyramid eat japanese food

my FOVOURITE FOOD



Althought friends came late about 2 hours

and I'm extremely hungry plus a bit mad

but

the date end in good mood,althought kind of tired

really happy to see friends that long time didn't see..............

and having dinner with dear

for second time

plus haivng my favourite food as meal

really a sweet memories................


meal that my friend order




meal that I order, half of the way I eating only remember to take pic

shuang shuang and pei si...................my best friend

Lastly
Thank you guys
I really have fun and enjoy yesterday
It probably be the best birthday celebration for me
I'll never forget about that


Love
Chloe


P/s: I may adding more pic later........cause haven't get all the pic from everyone............there is a pic that have all face in redbox except for siak
the most important pic..................

My birthday

Finally

my birthday...................

is today

receive a lot friends wishes

which make me very感動

thank your guy

love all of your guy

this year birthday kind of special

birthday 'cake'

is a moon cake

sponsor by my two cousin sis

haha..................

birthday 'cake' that I mention just now

when i can get my real birthday cake le???

and my dinner for birthday

is pizza meal

that we order to home

we mean me and my sis and bro

mom and dad not at home

haiz...........

all the thing that we order today

my hardworking bro on the process finish homework so that can eat pizza

me,my sis zi qin and zi yuan

pizza and me

guess what am I eating.......

but

still having a good time

thank guys.............

I really have a great time

birthday present

well.....................

don't have much of it

a cup

a phone

a moon cake

chocolate

book

a meal

birthday song that repeat for many time

so far have this much present

would the amount increase?

I hope so

haha.................

praying............

birthday really a day that meaningful in life

19 years ago

I came to this world................

and now

I become a big girl

consider an adult (do 19 consider adult????i think so.......)

A lot of thing happened in 19 years

happy and sad

fail and success

lossing and gained

fight and pacification

all those process make me know myself better

and of course become a more mature person(still not mature enough)

Life is full of surprise

you may lossing something

but getting something in another second

so

never give up and feel desperate

you never know what happen next................

having a mooncake as birthday cake really surprise me

haha..............................

Lastly making wish for my birthday..................

and thank for everyone that wish me birthday

I cut my hair....................

Every year before my birthday
I will cut my hair
It like a traditional for me.....................

So
As usuall

I cut my hair just a day before my birthday

don't know whether it look OK or not?!!


Actually not big difference
so it should be all right


Anyway
tell me what is your comment
when you see me


Hope not bad comment la
My heart very easy brake de
haha.........................

Here is the pic I took in the car with my new hair cut


can see my 痘痘 in this pic.................haha

The passenger took for me...............while we waiting the traffic light

chocolate.............present from Langkawi

I got the chocolate few days ago

It's the present bought by Mr shum by Langkawi
but kind of busy recently
so wait until now only create a blog for it


Final exam coming soon
and I don't really fully prepare for it
so...........
got to work hard for it now
and hopefully got the result that I wish to have

OK................back to the main subject
CHOCOLATE!!!!!


As I mention
Chocolate really my most favourite thing
Exspecially dark chocolate................

Thank you dear
for the chocolate that you bought to you
I really love it

And
sorry for make you angry all the time

Love
Chloe

Here is few pictures for the chocolate that bought by my dear from Langkawi

The Toblerone chocolete and Farell's chocolate

The Toblerone chocolate pack

It contain 3 tastes of chocolate,there are:

The white chocolate(the white cover)

The milk chocolate(the yellow cover)

The dark chocolate(the black cover)

The Farell's chocolate,contain 10 tastes

Cafe,Pina colada,Strawberry,Prama,Gianduyan,Lemonade,Harumanis,

Pralinita,Caparuna and lastly Myna

Toblerone dark chocolate always my favourite chocolate

but seldom found here,I mostly found the milk and white chocolete

Haiz...........................