Exam result

Finally I got my result
and
21st of January 2008 start to become the most Terrible day in my life
I'm little happy when I saw my Biology not so bad and meeting friends is nice too
but when I look at the other two
feel like want to die

You know what bad I feel
Start to think what my mon gonna to do with me if she saw this kind of result
and the result show that I'm right
I mom wasn't so happy with it
and
my dad
I think he actually disappointed but he refuse to show it so that my feeling whouldn't be worst
Thank dad

but
althought my result not so good
I can still get into what I want to study
so...............
is time for me to do registration


Here is the problem
how I go
I don't even how to reach there by car or public transport

AND
I did call to ask what should I bring
But
I forgot to ask about the registration fee problem..........

what a damn!!!!!


The most serious is
my best friend say that she don't think I'm suitable to study what I want to study
she say I most suit to marry and stay at home to grow up my kid............
and it really really hurt me

This is not what I want
of course if other people say so I may don't have any reaction
but she is my best
how could she said that to me.............and not giving any suggestion
haiz................


anyway
I decide to clear up my mind and continue what I want to do
so
Please bless me and support me
my heart is really weak..........don't stimulate me anymore