boring and full of mess...................

well

This is just too bad

Midterm is next 2 week

and I didn't really study at all

In fact............

I am still in new and blur mood

oh my god

I am so going to die

save me!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway

just gonna try my best to fit in

maybe because too many thing happened in the beginning of the sem

that I didn't focus in study

right now

I should move it from some other place to study

then

max went into my psy 112 with me

he seem very bored

like going to fall asleep

i thought the lecturer is kind of funny

maybe he is too stressful also recently

rest more la dear

and stop worry about me

I started to miss you now

Jay

just keep talking some crap

cannot understand how come he can talk so many crap

I thought i am the crapest already

now i found the king................

haha

And Sham

waiting for prime minister huh.................

what the..............haha

good night people

dear waiting for me to sleep

got to go

love you guy

without wax

chloe

TO My dear, Hui san ,Yin jun and Sham

Well

Finally

thing really end here

I am glad it end and hope same thing never happened

to anyone................

no matter which side are the person at

I believe it hurt both side

I want to say this to few person

TO

Max

Thank you for be there for me no matter what

and

always trusted me.............

Thank you for bearing all the stress and pressure

and

risk your friendship with everyone just to defend me

I am glad that our relationship is getting better and stronger after all the thing we gone through together

and this is what I want to tell you

I love you

and you have my full love and trust

This is probably the first time I tell you this

I think

We can have a long long long time together

and

I will work for it

Love you...............Muackz

TO

Hui San

You are the second person who trust me in the beginning

You told me

our friendship is something that can over this and need not to care about this

I really appreciate that

You are the nicest person but also the blurest person

who easily bully by other

take care and

you will have me no matter what

and adrian also i think

hehe

thank you so much so much

TO

Jun

You are awesome

I know you didn't angry of me because of what happened between me and the gang but what happened before that

but still

you choose to forgive me and let the past to be the past

i am grateful to have you and no regret to take you as my closest evil twin

but i said too many in the previous post...........so

cut it short

hehe

thank you for being there for me

and choose to trust me

To

Sham.............

I wanted to put your name in your favourite colour

but then

I realise I don't know your favourite colour

you are the first friend that I get close to except max

but also the first friend I lost in this whole year

We used to share the deepest secret of each other

and trying to solve each other problem everytime when there is problem

You also the first who say sorry to me............

I just want to tell you

that

I think we own each other apology

Sorry that I used to be so rude to you

acting so bad

making you feel like you been insulted and never work for our friendship

let hope

we can be friend in the future

that's about it....................

without wax

chloe

p/s: surprisingly Mr Anonymous didn't not leave any comment anymore, I like comment, dear you better leave me comment

Announcement

well

first

I want to tell good new

I got my friend back

which is Jun

If you do know

she is very close to me

She is kind enough to forgive me the mistake that I made

which

I really appreciated that

and

again

thousand sorry about that

And also

sorry for acting like a jerk last time............

just to say this

I do admit I got bad attitude sometime

or

many times

I know I got bad temper

and I am improving in........but it may take time

so sorry if I still got my bad habit

I also admit I sometime cannot take criticism

but I am willing to make my move to change it.....................

I never hide who I am

I never intented to be drama queen as well

Sorry if i make you get me wrong

I just want to say the same thing a person said to me to a person

I trusted you so much and I am willing to take a risk

and turn out we disappointed to each other.........

I think we both learned our lesson............

last word

If somehow you say something to people and now turn out you are wrong

will you try as hard as you try to tell people about that something to everyone that you made mistake and clarify it?

Nixon say so....................

I think most of the people will say no too

so

I should learn not to care.................since there is no way to save it

without wax

chloe

p/s: I miss my dear...................

爱

他们说 they say

因为有爱 because of love

所以才会感觉痛与受伤 that's why we feel pain and hurt

我说 I say

爱不是世界最美好的事吗 Isn't love most wonderful thing in the world

为什么会感到痛还有受伤 why still feel pain and hurt?

人在爱着别人时 When A person loving another one

是不是也在伤害别人 Are they hurting each other in the same time?

曾经几时 Back to those times

我是不是也在做着一样的事情............... Did I do the same thing as well

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

怎样才会相信一个人 How to Trust

怎样去伤害一个人 How to Hurt

不知道 No idea

我只知道 I only know

相信还是伤害 Trust or Hurt

都只是一念之间 Is all a second of thought

所以当你想相信或伤害一个人的时候 So when want to trust ot hurt someone next time

想 Think

25/09/09

well

couldn't find any better word to put on title

so

date is the best day

Today basically is a good day

well

except one thing

they were pissed with the result

not surprise..........

I stop reading other blog

so that I wouldn't make myself feel bad too much

still

I got a surprise guest who leave comment on my blog

thank...........

you know I like comment............

there is this one person told me that

I am self priority

I just want to tell the person

thank you for telling me this

and I will try my best to change my bad attitude so that I wouldn't be make the same mistake again

and be a better person

I am sorry if couldn't hurt you or make you feel bad before

Finally

I watched where got ghost

it is the singapore version of ghost movie

a bit scary

very funny

many lessons could be learn

should go and watch guy..............

if you understand madarin and ho kian

it will be lot easier to understand...................

without wax

chloe

p/s: without wax this word I got it from Dan Brown's book Da Vincci Code, read it yourself if you want to know what it mean, is a nice book anyway

Last day of Holiday

Today is the last day of holiday

soon I will have to get back to the "faithful" world

with no accompany

well

I made mistakes

so

What I should do is

get back to the reality and do something should be done for the past 2 weeks

wish me luck

without wax

chloe

The End

well

Basically

everything end now

I see some truth

and

I see some true faces

all I can say is

don't always think what you want to do is right to do so

even it seem so right at the time

because you never know what will happen with the effect and also yourself

good day i guess

today is a good day i guess

finally

max and me solve thing

not really solve it

but...............

at least things are fine now

then

I asked him

how many people did you told

I was surprise when he said everyone

of course

people think I am playing with him

not surprise about that

Your guy

think what you want to think

about me and him, and also other stuff

I should learn not to care about it..................

absolutely

another bad day

well

I had a bad day today

she told apology wouldn't not help

I JUST WANT to tell her that

At least I truthfully apologize.................

on the other hand

I always thought that friendship is go through many problem and conflict and getting stronger stronger

but after this

I really doubt about it................

anyway

I really don't know that what I did deserve to be call turn my back on her.............

I just express what I feel like what we said

still

you still my best friend no matter what

a quato

" feeling of like would not gone, just that the person couldn't move on anymore"

It was originally for love

but I think it apply to any kind of like

boring day

If your guy know me

then your guy should be surprise that I post up my blog so oftenly recently

well

basically is because of my evil twin

she keep bloging everyday so I become semangat also.............

today

is a boring day

except i went out with dear and Aiden again

for my lunch and their...........tea time i guess

then

I went to temple due to my mom request

erm..............

when I said request

it usually mean order

yeah

keep praying and praying until i need lot of water..............

that about it...............

my day

bored

chloe

disappointed

I just wanted to say

I am disappointed today

to a person used to be my friend and no longer my friend

to a person used to be nice and no longer nice

true fully think that

and i am

chloe

11/09/09

a friend of mine just post in facebook and said

sometime she really hate 11/09

I kind of

no

not only kind of

totally agree with her!!!!!!

I had orientation night tonight

I lost my phone yesterday

My two close friend having problem right now

and none of it i can do something about it

I am confused right now

I am frustrated

I am suck!!!!!!!!

Early Birthday celebration

Today..........is awesome

I got friends and dear celebrated my birthday with me

in Midvalley

CHILLI

one of my favourite restaurant

For lunch

Dear was very nervous because he worry it will ruined this day

but

i really like it......thank you dear......love you

Of course

my bro and sis

Aiden and Yin Jun this two love bird helps a lot!!!!!!

thank you guys

love you two too

then

Ian,Aaron and Kenneth

thank for being there

It mean a lot

and 醒识

thank you so much for your dress

it was way being expensive and I own you big

since you say want a watch

I will see what to do

then...........

To my dear

You are really sweet............and really make me so touched that i wanted to cry

I love you so much

thank you so much for everything that you done for me

and

always be with me no matter what

no word can represent what I felt to you

no even love this word.............

is it sweet dear?

To Aiden and Jun

You two really mean alot to me

and I am really grateful that I have you two.......

thank you...............

I couldn't use more word to express it but

I love you two!!!!

To Ian,Aaron,Kenneth and 醒识

thank you so much........

I had a great day

special thank to Aaron and 醒识

for the gay thing your guy done

hugging

planning for annual ball

it was funny and really entertaint me

thank for the dress 醒识

thank for the choice Ian

thank for walking me and hope I didn't make you any problem kenneth!!!!

love you all................

THANK YOU SO MUCH

p/s: I am waiting for my sis to send me the picture.........

Finally I got the picture

but.........why no one took the picture I making wish.................=(

2 movies

I watched 2 movies today!!!!!!!
well done


the first movie goes to
The Final Destination

awesome
2 guys are so freak out and me and twin jun was laughing.......
this is funny situation

and the second movie goes to
I LOVE YOU BETH COOPER

frankly speaking this movie was cool and fabulous
even max enjoyed it...............he enjoy a love comedy movie
that is so rare..........

anyway
things happened
and get scolded by my mom
haiz.............
I should believe my six sense next time.................

there is so many thing i want to tell........considering it should keep it down
so.....................
sorry guy

love you dear
love you twin and love you too aiden

outing with Max,My twin and Aiden in Midvalley

I got so manything to do today

1st

get my ticket done by 10

2nd

my psychology class thing

3rd

Sell ticket

4th

Tour for new intake student

5th

go out with my twin yin jun and aiden and my dear

out of so many things

I only finish 2

which is 1st and 5th

I missed my class

I missed the tour

I didn't sell the ticket

and the worse is

one of my friends pass away

it made my mood terrible the whole day...............

and end up had a bad temper toward my sis jun, aiden and kenneth plus Joshua

sorry guys

specially to kenneth

scold me if you want to...............

I am here for you to scold

well

I was cool for today outing

we went to this very fun shop that everyone of us found something interesting in there

haha............

it was next to lego shop

we said that one for guy and another one for girl

pretty cool

oh ya

and we shop this wonderful CD shop

I wish to work there so much............

nice music

and confortable sofa............

nice lighting too

oh my god

my dream place for part time........

hire me please!!!!! =P

Moreover

we ate ice cream too

I ate durian flavour and jun ate green tea

difference is that

I paid myself

and aiden paid for him

so unfair........haha

still

I got to say

the durian ice crean is awesome man...........

taste exactly like real durian

like you are eating durian

but in cool freeze condition..............

then

I send jun back

then my dear.........of course I spend some personal time with him

by kicking aiden out of the car

then finally aiden

but we didn't just end it there

we kind of chat awhile also

now

I miss my dear.............

even i was mad at him little just now

still

got to say

Love you sis

hope you enjoy today

Love you aiden bro

hope today delighten you as well

Love you dear

and I miss you

p/s: we had lunch in Mahanttan fish market, and we had this conversation with ghost and maxis

so we talk about what happened if I die

should I call them or not.............haha

end up two chicken aiden and max was a bit not likely to see me,specially when I said I want to show up in SCARY way..........

only my sis willing to see me...............love you

haha.................................