Once again
I really only here when I needed somewhere to write something
as time passed longer
I started to wonder what am I doing.
I getting more and more confused
the only thing holding me is.........don't know
even I myself couldn't figure out
there is complication in this incident
and no matter what decision I made I have to lose something and gain something
as Chinese always said
you have to let go what is in your hand in order to hold another thing
One good thing is that
through out this incident
I become more mature
I can almost control my temper to so perfect that no one could even realize
well
only almost..........but I am working on it
hopefully it will help in my future
I learn to be think wise
like really wise
knowing what to said and what not to said
most of the time
only most of the time
I learn to give and take a break
which
used to be so hard for me
because I always want like to settle thing immediately
I learn to take risk
making decision even knowing it could hurt you badly
The only thing I am learning now
is let go
Once I learn that
I can officially graduate...........
Congratulation to miss Chloe Yap Yan Qi
who completed all the lesson and here is the certificate
I can't wait for that day to come
I know it will be a very sad day
but
is a achievement of mine that finally grown up
and at that day
I will put the brightest smile on my face
saying thank you to everyone who help me through out the journey
for good and for the bad
I wait......................
for the day to come........
